on the sidelines

I’ve been called an environmentalist for as long as I can remember. But in recent times, I’ve been feeling like a fraud. An imposter. I’ve been interested in environmentalism, but not informed. I’ve been enraged, but not engaged. I’ve bitched and complained and even cried, but I haven’t acted.

Finally, I’ve been asking myself: what side will you be on when we look back on this? I haven’t even picked a team. I’ve been on the f*ing sidelines, along with many in my generation.

As I’ve been trying to come to terms with this, I realized a few things about the environmental movement:

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The Tragedy of the Commons

I’m in the beginning stages of launching a new email newsletter on environmentalism. I’m setting out on a journey to confront my in-activism and hopefully turn it into activism. I’m calling it The Commons.

The name is an ode to the late biologist Garret Hardin’s 1968 essay titled The Tragedy of the Commons. To me, this concept cuts to core of the environmental struggle and just how complex it really is. Straight from the original source:

The tragedy of the commons develops in this way. Picture a pasture open to all. It is to be expected that each herdsman will try to keep as many cattle as possible on the commons. Such an arrangement may work reasonably satisfactorily for centuries because tribal wars, poaching, and disease keep the numbers of both man and beast well below the carrying capacity of the land.

Finally, however, comes the day of reckoning, that is, the day when the long-desired goal of social stability becomes a reality. At this point, the inherent logic of the commons remorselessly generates tragedy.As a rational being, each herdsman seeks to maximize his gain. Explicitly, or implicitly, more or less consciously, he asks: “What is the utility to me of adding one more animal to my herd?” This utility has one negative and one positive component.

1) The positive component is the function of the increment of one animal. Since the herdsman receives all the proceeds from the sale of the additional animal, the positive utility is nearly +1.

2) The negative component is a function of the additional overgrazing created by one more animal. Since, however, the effects of overgrazing are shared by all the herdsmen, the negative utility for
any particular decision-making herdsman is only a fraction of -1.

Adding together the component partial utilities, the rational herdsman concludes that the only sensible course for him to pursue is to add another animal to his herd. And another, and another …But this is the conclusion reached by each and every rational herdsman sharing a commons. Therein is the tragedy. Each man is locked into a system that compels him to increase his herd without limit — in a world that is limited. Ruin is the destination toward which all men rush, each pursuing his own best interest in a society that believes in the freedom of the commons. Freedom in a commons brings ruin to all.

Learning Computer Science: Week 5

This week I nearly-but-not-quite-finished the Learn Enough HTML to Be Dangerous tutorial. Although it’s not complete, I have a simple website up and running from scratch, which is pretty damn cool if you ask me.

I learned that avatar images, of which there are 3 on the website I built, are actually meant to be pulled into web pages as links to allow the owner of the avatar to change their avatar across all sites at their will. Pretty cool.

the positive focus

The antidote to finding yourself in the gap is to focus on your achievements.

Strategic Coach calls this The Positive Focus, and they’re all in on this concept. They even have an app, Win Streak, designed to help you with this by counting your daily wins.

Rather than daily, I’ve found myself using this idea for looking back on the past week, which went a little something like this:

List out your top 5 wins. Why were they wins? What’s the next piece of progress you can make?

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the horizon and the gap

Dan Sullivan‘s The Gap is a concept that really hits home with me. I naturally and automatically spend a lot of energy comparing my current status to the ideal in my head. Dan’s advice is to focus on forward progress rather than comparing yourself against an ideal.

The metaphor he gives for this is the horizon. We’re never going to get to the horizon. When we move forward, it just remains as far away as before.

No matter how far we go, the “ideal,” like the horizon, is still always in the distance. Much wiser to look back and compare your progress with the point you started from. The ideal is a great motivator to get started, but using it to measure progress is debilitating.

One way to focus on progress is to use Dan’s “Positive Focus” tool. Basically you list out your wins over a recent period of time (like last week) and why they were important. When I filled one of these out for January, I realized something that wasn’t exactly top of mind: I kicked ass in January!

Dan would call this “counting your wins”.

Learning Computer Science: Week 4

This week was a little rocky, just like last week. I was fortunate enough to start the week at a yoga retreat and end the week at a two day business coaching workshop called Strategic Coach.  Not a whole of time for coding!

Excuses aside, I finished the Learn Enough Git to Be Dangerous tutorial while on the road and started the Learn Enough HTML to Be Dangerous tutorial.

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free days

I’ve written previously about what I perceive to be a bad habit of mine: instead of undulating between periods of stress and recovery, I tend to float along on an even keel. Jim Loehr calls this bad habit linearity in his book The Power of Full Engagement. I basically float along in three ways:

  • I tend to not take breaks throughout the workday
  • I string together 3-4 nights of bad sleep throughout the workweek
  • I tend to do some sort of work or thinking about work on the weekends

…until I hit the wall, of course.

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